So in all honesty what I really want is a ring, actually, the “ring”. The one that matters the most in a relationship. The one I’ve been waiting for. The one ring to wear everyday for the rest of my life. Will he ever give me that ring….that commitment……
I’m sitting here thinking of you, how I want to be with you, but I don’t just want the idea of you, I want the reality of you; the you that is hidden to the world.
I want the you without makeup, I want the you with makeup.
I want the you that makes me angry, I want the you that makes me happy.
I want the you in the cute dress, I want the you in the sweat pants.
I want the you that I can love well, I want the you that I can be friends with.
I want the you that I can make laugh, I want the you that I can make happy.
I want the you that has sad memories, I want the you that has happy memories.
I want the you that gets happy at seeing a friend, I want the you that doesn’t want to see that one friend.
I want the you from the past, present, and the future.
I want the you whose pillow has known more tears than dreams, I want the you whose mind is full of thoughts.
What I am trying to say is that I want you, all of you."
May I never lose the wonder and excitement for love.
May each year make it burn all the brighter.
May my arms never tire of holding you, or my lips of kissing you.
May my heart always seek to serve, to humbly lead and grow with you.
May the day never come, where I have had enough.
May I strive to always make you feel loved; because I no longer have to wait in showing you."
Not trying to get all sappy and personal; but I guess I was just upset the other day. Because I really do love him and I hope and pray to God that our relationship is blessed and happy. I love him too much, I dont want to be apart